How do I cope with no social life? (No REAL friends)

[Xensophic]

I be losing my mind man. Ive been isolated for the past 2 years and it hurts a lot. Ive got no one apart from my family. My "friends" at school are pretty much fake and they like to make fun of me. I kinda distanced myself from them because these people are actually pretty much losers and they find joy in making other people feel bad. Yet they are the people I talk to at school, but they dont contact me after school. They make plans in front of me and dont bother to invite me. I am the smartest boy in our class and I can maybe even look better than most of them once I lose all my body fat, but I dont think they are jealous. I ask God why me and what did I do to deserve this. All Ive ever wanted was to be able to fit in and actually care for my friends. (Which I dont have ) Im entering high school in 6 months and I feel like Ill still be unable to actually find real friends there. Anyone knows what to do?
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[jkcwakcjw]

Jester atp
Since ur smart make fun of stupid people

 

[Mess]

Find better friends bro, if you're smart, go to chess club or anything like that.
You'll find likeminded people. Be happy bro.

 

[Xensophic]

Jester atp
Since ur smart make fun of stupid people

Ive been raised to be kind man.

 

[Xensophic]

Find better friends bro, if you're smart, go to chess club or anything like that.
You'll find likeminded people. Be happy bro.

Thank you very much man

 

[jkcwakcjw]

Or do a sport, do u do a sport? Good for talking and people clown on u if hr shit

 

[Xensophic]

Or do a sport, do u do a sport? Good for talking and people clown on u if hr shit

Nah, I dont do any sport at the moment. I did karate for 3 years, but quit because of covid. I have a home gym where I workout and I thought about doing some martial art after I get lean enough. (My weight limits me right now)

 

[jkcwakcjw]

Nah, I dont do any sport at the moment. I did karate for 3 years, but quit because of covid. I have a home gym where I workout and I thought about doing some martial art after I get lean enough. (My weight limits me right now)

u should join a team
Cross country is best for making friends, easy and everyone does it. Be slightly above average so u can talk about meets probably

 

[Xensophic]

u should join a team
Cross country is best for making friends, easy and everyone does it. Be slightly above average so u can talk about meets probably

Good idea, thanks

 

[DarkAscender]

u gotta learn to play the game
kind ppl don’t make it far

 

[Xensophic]

u gotta learn to play the game
kind ppl don’t make it far

I want to be kind, but I know that I will probably get used again.

 

[lowkeydeadinside]

reject society, embrace autism

 

[lowkeydeadinside]

keep ur eyes peeled

 

[AverageMoroccan]

dw ur not even in hs, real friends will come once ur older

 

[Xensophic]

dw ur not even in hs, real friends will come once ur older

I pray

 

[osteochondromyxoma]

I be losing my mind man. Ive been isolated for the past 2 years and it hurts a lot. Ive got no one apart from my family. My "friends" at school are pretty much fake and they like to make fun of me. I kinda distanced myself from them because these people are actually pretty much losers and they find joy in making other people feel bad. Yet they are the people I talk to at school, but they dont contact me after school. They make plans in front of me and dont bother to invite me. I am the smartest boy in our class and I can maybe even look better than most of them once I lose all my body fat, but I dont think they are jealous. I ask God why me and what did I do to deserve this. All Ive ever wanted was to be able to fit in and actually care for my friends. (Which I dont have ) Im entering high school in 6 months and I feel like Ill still be unable to actually find real friends there. Anyone knows what to do?
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at the same point rn

 

[osteochondromyxoma]

Nah, I dont do any sport at the moment. I did karate for 3 years, but quit because of covid. I have a home gym where I workout and I thought about doing some martial art after I get lean enough. (My weight limits me right now)

holy shit literally me